using "I" adds too much weight

"I should know what to do"- the confusion and stress, panic, phobia of this belief- it's quite a lot for anyone, especially a child. When it is turned around to "MY THINKING should know what to do" it relieves having to know what 'I am.'

Isn't this one of the greatest mysteries of being human? It's the great "I am that I am" pondering and so on. In the turnaround there is relief from answering the great existential question, which was too much for the little me to bear.